your love ain't a present

(i have not eddited it, i want it to be read in its true essence, as a man excepting truths and a lonely fate)

your love is no present
you give it to everyone
in vanity and popularity
cramped up in a social clique
i see your smarting
i see your sick
it's no suprise your feeling spun
with all the chemicals
you have done
i look inside your falling skies
i lose forever in the lucid one
your still my secret blanket
it some how keeps me warm
liquid lies
i take them home
your the god of an empty race
i love to hate your thinking space
but!!!!
i know what your thinking
the lines on hold
i'm off the hook
there's no one home
or where you busy
with some other guy
don't you think it's to late to run
after all we have done
you had your turn
i want my fun
don't get excited
get your hands off that gun
for keepsake frienship
dirty words of a wanton soul
tried to strike me down
showers me in limitations
sweeping my feet off the ground
your love is no present
i just suffer your lessons
your love is no present
just stupid lessons
this love is no present
how can this be
your love is dust
steel wool and rust
this love is no present
not to be seen
through beer dregs of love
pisa without a lean
alone for the rest of the night
i look outside
no delights
seems im lost
your in my sight
the secret man of shadow light
truth came with morning
your icy kingdom arise
to my scattered puzzle life
hoping you can water
the dormant seeds inside
this note is not devine
built of bullshit and highs
the words of an absent soul
tryed to strike me down

there's this little voice inside me still
that knows that love is present
it's small but free
and designed for you
but boy
it's made for me

(please understand i dont usually write unless i need to)
(dose not even ryme)
(fuck it)